am i still who i am supposed to be??

hurmmm i don't think m getting better after 8 months of wt had happened.. Instead, m gettin' worse.

Dari bnyak ckap, lama2 makin kurang. N sy lbih suka bsendiri dalam bilik, baca buku,wt hal sndiri. Saya rimas bila ada org tanya saya or cakap banyak sangat dgn saya. Wt saya naik rimas n bleh wt saya marah.

Ntah. Think m not aqilah yg dulu lagi..

It's hard 2 live dis way. N it's hurt.

So i've dcided 2 go smwhere. At 1st i thought of goin alone 2 dat place. Tp bla pikir blk, takut gk. Huhu.. Tngok la cena.
But i really need 2 go smwhere 2 find myself back.

M fighting on my own..

Nobdy knws how it feels 2 b like dis. It sucks!!

Thanks 2 my dearest bsfwen,aza,yg xpnah tggalkan saya sendiri bla saya plukan sm1..
Can't help frm crying while talking 2 her bout it.

Smhow, i've 2 b strong..yep.